I am waiting for a very important package to arrive any day now. And I can't wait to meet "her". Kalya will be here soon and I have so many stories to tell her. And this is the kind of conversation I prefer: one way. She won't argue or question my stories. At least until she learns how to talk. I am thinking of maybe start working on that book again while I prepare the farm for her also. Life for me has suddenly become purposeful, meaningful and motivating. After all, that's what Kalya means: redemption.

The farm will be planted with fruit trees and scattered with chickens and goats. And lots of cats for her mama. Dogs will come later when her brother Yahalom arrives.  Until then, I continue to sleep and finish the dream.